Danger To Myself
Mar 8th, 2010 by Shalee
It seems that I’m at complete odds with myself. It’s frightening how polar opposite I can be not only with others, but within my own body too.
- You’d think with all the stress of having the house off our backs, I’d be an amazing easy person with whom to get along. However, Mr. Right would have a whole different say about all that…. and the kids probably would too. Sometimes, I need a good swift kick in the pants.
- Friday night, I slept maybe 5 hours, waking at 4 AM. I went all day with nary a nap, with a fabulous GNO planned with Amelia. (*waving excessively* “Hi Amelia!”) I ordered a wine with dinner, all the while expecting that it might do me in. (*hanging head* “Sorry Amelia. I hate being a spoilsport and leaving you at the shameful hour of 9:30.” Sigh.)
- I follow up a night of sleep with a night of no sleep. Aren’t I just brilliant?! You’d think I would have slept really well that night…
- What do you do with a never-ending night? I don’t know about you, but I got up and made a homemade cheesecake (Aunt June’s recipe, Dad!). It only took a short 5 hours to complete… After that, homemade Chicken Corn Chowder, thanks to the wonderful recipe that my Mom gave me in the past year. Oh my lands, if I knew that sleep deprivation would produce such wonderful outcomes, I might have thanked God for his seemingly harsh answer to my sleep prayers! I’m going to 50 lbs over weight soon, but I’ll reach it in a happy way…
- Sunday, I was so tired that I fell into bed for a nap, only to find that I missed my window. That would be because The Boy doesn’t realize that when you kick a wall repeatedly, the sound will travel into the next room. That boy… some day he better thank God that I have patience!
- The Boy’s friend came over to play about an hour after I gave up the nap thing. It was at this time that I was able to sleep… two boys playing like boys normally play – all imagination and energy – that my body finally crashed. It was only for an hour, but that hour made a world of difference!
- We started looking at houses this weekend. All I can say is that I’m starting to seriously think about renewing our lease for the following 6 months… Oh, please oh please let there be some good houses (not split entries!) that come on the market this week… (I’m probably too picky, but I like little things like yards and having the laundry room be at the most one level away from the bedrooms.)
- Work is good, even if chaotic and overwhelming at times. I’ll take it; it means that I’m so busy that lunches are easily forgotten (which may help the ever increasing size of my girth) and time flies so that going home happens before I possibly realize that it is upon me!
I’m blaming it all on the full moon, even if said moon passed us by a week ago. Those lunar changes are at fault for my looney ways!
Well, it sounds good to me anyway… :)

Ahh-HAA! Now I know… I finally know. Everything is explained. So it was the moon all this time. We were all wondering… and now we know. Whew!
(teehee – love you darlin’)
Hi Shalee *waving back excessively*! Go easy on yourself – I had a great time! I’m off to Portland tomorrow so sending blessings and prayers your way in advance for your dream home – or at least one with a back yard!